Good Morning Starshine-The Earth Says Hello!

Hello world! I caved. I am now a blogger. My sister Steph blogs, my friend Allyssa blogs, Dane Cook blogs....so I feel I should also blog:) I never thought I would say this but I am now a proud resident of the state of Utah. I have lived here for a little over a year now and I sadly love it. I always said I would never move back to Utah. I knew I wouldn't stay in Colorado because I wasn't happy there either. I thought that if only I could move to the beach away from everyone and everything I know and bury all of my problems in the sand, then maybe they would go away. Well Mom, here it goes....(you were right). It doesn't work that way. It is a long hard journey to find yourself, one that I am still on and will be for a long time. But there are people in my life who have helped show me what I truly can be if I never stop fighting. I just wanted to say thanks to all of those amazing people that got me where I am today:







Mom-You are the strongest person I have ever met. I will forever admire your strength and only hope that someday I will be able to repay you for all of the love and support you've given me. Thank you for teaching me the true meaning of my insanity (doing the same things over and over, and expecting different results).

Steph- I can't find the words to tell you how much you've impacted my life. You are the reason I am still here today. You've held my hand through thick and thin. You are my role model. You are my hero. You are my bestest friend. I love you so much.

Bree, EZ Breezy, BreAnn, Lova- I wish that you could see for yourself how sweet and amazing you are. You have a massive heart that I will kill if anyone hurts it!! That's a promise. You are the kind of friend I've been looking for. Thank you for wiping my tears and making me laugh. I love you best friend.

Tuckity Tuck Tuck- You were the only one that was truly there and experienced life with me. You were my shoulder to cry on and you never left my side. I lost a part of me the day you had to go. And I think about you every day. It still hurts to talk about. You're in a better place now and I know you're happier. I love you with all of my heart. Thank you for being my everything.

"I never said it would be easy, I just said it would be worth it..."